Not this time, not this time...

So, I'm listening to E.Badu's 'Out my mind, just in time.' Just smoked some good bud, and I'm thinking to myself, 'Why am I in Oakland...

when i could be somewhere with a stable support system, free job, and real love?"

"I mean, they offered... and If I want to leave (cuz I'm not staying in Chicago forever...lol), I will." And that's some serious shit.

Oakland is the spot.

But, Oakland isn't the place right now. I seriously had hoped it was, but maybe there is a such thing as too much sun, vodka, and pot... for me.
And that's some serious shit.

The friends I've made will always be my friends. Ande, Jay, Iman, Kahlil, lil' Saaid, TONE!!!!!!! (HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!), Kyle, Kai.

Some, I had REALLY hoped could be more.
But timing is a bitch, even if I was born with great amounts of patience... Plus,

"No rebounding for Teezy. My girl Becksey hipped me to the veritas."

I'm moving and will be in Chicago before the week's over.

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